Alright, I haven't had a chance to talk to my mother as stated in my previous blog post. I don't think I am going to talk to her, because I am not going to force her to talk to me. I realize that nagging, worrying and second-guessing myself isn't something that is based upon faith. These last months, though I have been home for at least a year and a month now, have made me open my eyes that everything is falling into place the way that is falling into place.
Being home, I have been hanging out with friends whom I have had similar problems in the past. It seems that the Lord is helping me to bless these individuals lives as I move forward with it. Also, there has much thought and contemplation over the past events that have happened. Though it can be daunting at times, I know that if I have faith everything is going to be alright. I know I am talking riddles here, but I promise my readers that everything is alright.
As for some of my goals here are the things that I have done:
1. I have lost the weight needed. I have at least 15 lbs needed before I get back to my normal weight range. I am going to be training with a friend from the National Guard who will start training me for Basic Military Training.
2. I am hoping that I can lose another 5 lbs in the next week so that I can move towards MEPS which is the next process of the Air Force before I can go on Active Duty.
I know that the Lord is real, and He will bless me - this is part of my testimony. I have faith, and I have love. Cheers!
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